
Filling a sieve
A
group of
devotees invited a master of meditation to the house of one of them,
to give them instruction. He told them that they must strive to acquire
freedom from strong reactions to the events of daily life, an attitude
of habitual reverence, and the regular practice of a method of meditation
which he explained in detail. The object was to realize one divine
life pervading all things.
"In
the end you must come to this realization not only in the meditation
period, but in daily life. The whole process is like filling a sieve
with water."
He
bowed and left.
The
little group saw him off and then one of them turned to the others,
fuming, "That's as good as telling us that we'll never be able
to do it. Filling a sieve with water, I ask you! That's what happens
now,isn't it? At least with me. I go hear a sermon, or I pray, or
I read one of the holy books, or I help the neighbors with their children
and offer the merit to God, or something like that and I feel uplifted.
My character does improve for a bit -- I don't get so impatient, and
I don't gossip so much. But it soon drops off, and I'm just like I
was before. It's like water in a sieve, alright. But now he's telling
us this is all we shall ever be able to do."
They
pondered on the image of the sieve without getting any solution which
satisfied them all. Some thought he was telling them that people like
themselves in the world could expect only a temporary upliftment;
some thought he was just laughing at them. Others thought he might
be referring to something in the classics which he had expected them
to know -- they looked for references to a sieve, without success.
In
the end, the whole thing dropped away from them all except for one
woman, who decided to see the master.
He
gave her a sieve and a cup and they went to the nearby seashore, where
they stood on a rock with the waves breaking around them.
"Show
me how you fill the sieve with water", he said.
She
bent down, held the sieve in one hand, and scooped the water into
it with the cup. It barely appeared at the bottom of the sieve and
then was gone.
"It's
just like that with spiritual practice, too", he said, "while
one stands on the rock of I-ness, and tries to ladle the divine realization
into it. That's not the way to fill a sieve with water, or the self
with divine life".
"How
do you do it then?", she asked
He
took the sieve from her hand, and threw it far out into the sea, where
it floated momentarily and then sank.
"Now
it's full of water, and it will remain so", he said.
"That's
the way to fill it with water, and it's the way to do spiritual practice.
It's not ladling little cupfuls of divine life into the individuality,
but throwing the individuality far out into the sea of divine life."